Staring into this blank space, wondering if anybody is gonna notice.
Year 2 of poly life has ended; rather smoothly. Year 3 is gonna begin, in a day or two.
Internship has finally arrived, don't know what to expect, just hoping for the best and to give the best.
Have you ever tried making a decision that will affect your entire life that affects your values? Didn't know that decision making was that tough, I thought I was a decisive person, I thought I know what I wanted and I thought I will always go for what I wanted. Wait a minute, I said, "I thought"
Spent so many hell weeks trying to sort out my thoughts, balance the pros and cons. Trying to convince myself that, whatever decision I made, is the best for the situation now, at least for now. Never did I realise that, such a decision is tough, torturous. No one is able to feel this, unless you've been through it yourself. No amount of consolation helps to assure that I was right and that's something that takes forever for you to understand.
What an irony, trying to keep myself happy.
